Saturday, April 30, 2005
recently there's lots of up and down....
a shooting star flew past at
shall tok abt happy stuff first... congrats to all 20/05 gals who run e 8x50m relay yesterday!!! we won third haha and is not within our expectation thou... but then we r really happy... all of u did well... so proud of u all =) next year we shall take part more events k? =P
today went for astro for 1/2 hr and then go for wushu.. thou feel bad abt leaving early but is not my fault lah since is it changes e time... so nvm =) today wushu continue to learn my "bamboo stick" haha thou not really perfect but then quite fun lah =) and i keep malu myself nvm i get used to it le haha =)
now come the unhappy part... my life is getting upside down i donno y... no time to do alot of stuff and i dont understand a single tutorials and lectures... really need to mug le.. haiz...
and things r getting more and more complicated so complicated tt i really dont want to noe anymore and get involve in anything.... but i need to tell someone this.... is really not ur fault cheerup k? nobody is at fault. if there is i think i am e one who cause the prob... in e end i juz realise tt sometime we really need to be cruel in some situations... i really donno...
happen to hear this song by yanzi and i think it describes my feelings now:
Leave ME Alone
站在你背后感动又难过 这个人一开始也爱过不知为什么突然间觉得没有你没有爱最快乐Oh~ 如果你问我想要些什么我会说我想要风平浪静慢慢的摸索一天天的过但是我们想的毕竟不同Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~想什么 要什么别问我Can you leave me aloneNa Na Na Na Na Na……Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~想什么要什么别问我Can you leave me alone 我不想要谁给我快乐因为快乐总带给我不快乐我们不是做错只是不知所措So please这一刻让我走Can you leave me alone
i think the last part is more relevant ba.. shall end here le..
everyone's changing and i shall be a happy gal after today =)
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