As our Memories fade Away

Thursday, May 05, 2005

i have been so evil.. after reading oli's blog.. it really makes me think alot.. haiz .. shd i juz let go dont be bother by watever u do anymore? but i think i cant for the time being, u hav such a big impact on my life.. shd i used e word fear? i really really fear of u thou u didn do anything.. i am juz being more and more paranoid.. can u tell me how? i dont want to hurt u, but do u noe u r hurting me this way? maybe i shall be frank with u one day.. maybe this is e best solution i hope so.. recently i dont noe wat i am doing i actually let someone to hurt someone in a really mean way.. i think i hav change, change to a ugly gal who only think of herself.... wat is happening to me... maybe i shall really do some deep reflection on my actions...
**if u let go, i will be happier, and u will be fine soon, but do u ever noe tt? i dont think so, all of us juz noe how to think for ourselves**
at this moment life really sux =(

a shooting star flew past at
12:17 PM

first love

our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

 ____________

dreamxstarx`
allrightsreserved
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me_______
peigin
03/06
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______memories
lurve______
 peace, happiness, stars, nature, frens, family, dreams, fairytales...
believe in______
happily ever after, true love, wishing upon a star, you.