As our Memories fade Away

Sunday, June 26, 2005

today me pq oli del meili yx bh zm cj charles lk and eugene went to airport to bid steven farewell.. he is going us to further his studies.. yup thou didn really hav the chance to noe him better but is nice to hav him as part of 20/05.. all the best to u, steven, and do take care in US.
i think i didn make e wrong choice ba.. is good tt at least some of the classmates and i r there.. coz i think tt his twin bro has alot of fren.. it wont be nice to steven if like there's no ppl in the class or sch to bid him farewell.. is not really a comparison but i think we r not very sincere in some sense... bought him a book last minute juz to let us dont feel so paiseh in front of his twin bro and his fren.. yup so... sorry steven. but i hope our presence there will at least let u feel the warmth of 20/05 and bring some memories of 20/05 to US.. do enjoy ur 4 yrs there =)
then today didn do much.. really sick of mugging and haha didn wake up at six to go run.. my sis cheated my feeling... i woke up but she dont want to go.. so i continue to slp.. haha recent oso cant slp well haiz lie on bed at 12 then slp at 2am.. i need sleep!!!
then went dinner with my family my big family... yup then suddenly i feel that my grandpa has really aged alot.. he used to be very active and stuff but recent years his memory started to fail and after walking for some distance he complaint tt he is very tired... yah so i wonder and think alot... haiz... will i be like him when i am old? but i think my family is very fortunate coz we dont hav much conflict and we love and care for one another ba... i think this is wat family is abt.. eventhou it may be sad tt u lose ur memory and fitness day by day but with e love and care from the family it really make a great difference... hope this kind of love will continue forever and ever...

a shooting star flew past at
1:42 PM

first love

our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

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dreamxstarx`
allrightsreserved

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me_______
peigin
03/06
csps>>cgss>>aj20/05=)

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lurve______
peace, happiness, stars, nature, frens, family, dreams, fairytales...
believe in______
happily ever after, true love, wishing upon a star, you.