Sunday, July 03, 2005
really lost my freedom.. i hav to resort to lying which i hav nv wanted to, nv intended to but this time i really need to. really guilty, juz hope i wont need to do it agn really dont want to.. is not a very good feeling to lie.. i juz need to rush as if it is a life and death matter.. thou i made it this time i doubt i will be so lucky anymore.. donnoe what i shd say.. hope u will nv find out..i hav lost all my mood going out le.. there's no chance.. i shall be guai and stay at home.. shall stay until it is enuff for me to be free for once. i juz need tt little bit juz a little bit more of freedom.. yeah juz a little bit more? wat is e use of the wings, when i cant even fly? will u understand and give me a chance to flap my wings and learn to fly?
really sian by all these things.
a shooting star flew past at
2:44 PM
______heart to heart talk______
me_______
peigin
03/06
csps>>cgss>>aj20/05=)
lurve______
peace, happiness, stars, nature, frens, family, dreams, fairytales...
believe in______
happily ever after, true love, wishing upon a star, you.