Monday, June 12, 2006
i wonder sometimes if i am really too slow to react to what my heart tells me to. sometimes i wonder i just do things to impress... so i saw a old woman standing in the heavy rain selling tissue paper. a sad scene. i wonder if i shd help by buying the tissue papers but i hesitate. so i watched her standing there for as long as i was standing there waiting for my friends. then while trying to get something i guessed, she dropped her big bag of tissue papers. she has difficulties picking them up. i wanted to go forward and help but i hate myself for standing there, i wonder why i didnt move faster.. so she tried then passer-bys juz brushed their shoulders against hers. only the 5th passer by stopped and helped her with the bag. then my friends came, i walked away with them but at that moment i couldnt help but feeling bad and having teary eyes. i wanted to move away and stop thinking of that scene but my heart somehow just stayed there, watching at the old woman... if i get to see her again i will not hesitate anymore. i wll not hesitate to help anymore.
a shooting star flew past at
if i have a wish, i wish for a happier, loving and peaceful world with no more unfortuanate people....
12:17 AM