As our Memories fade Away

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

hey ppl sorry for all those emotional post. juz that i feel frustrated about myself. i want an outlet to vent out the frustration in me. actually for the past 3 mths i hav been emotionally tired. i keep pretending, pretend that i am happy, but my soul is not really there. it was juz an empty shell for 3 mths. actually i keep thinking of alot of things, hoping for alot of things. but as the time passes i guess the line is very clear and i have to move on. i'm such a loser rite! take so long. it was never easy i guess. there is as if 2 person in my head giving conflicting ideas. i lost myself to the bad side. i keep falling into this vicious cycle of recovering and sinking... but now i really wake up from my mid summer night dream. i feel alot happier now.. i really hope i wont fall into the vicious cycle agn. please dont let me fall into it anymore!
there is alot of ppl i wish to thank for keeping me happy. i guess u all know who you are. i really appreciate. if not i guess i will take a much longer time. THANKS ALOT. (:
you all have given me eternal happiness.

a shooting star flew past at
11:18 PM

first love

our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

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dreamxstarx`
allrightsreserved
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me_______
peigin
03/06
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lurve______
 peace, happiness, stars, nature, frens, family, dreams, fairytales...
believe in______
happily ever after, true love, wishing upon a star, you.