As our Memories fade Away

Thursday, October 04, 2007

hey it's a long time since i posted. hmm hols now. nothing much, juz work and go out. saw lee hom on sun! so handsome haha. manage to cut queue without knowing it myself lol and get his autograph. how lucky i was haha.



sometimes i think that i am very silly, still hanging on to something i shd not embrace on anymore. sometimes things are so obvious but i still wanted to pretend. some things still haunt at times and i still feel scare. but i guess i hav been much stronger compared to last time. i really dont want to be that silly girl anymore. easier said, but i hav to. this is the right thing to do. actually i guess sometimes we human must master the art of letting go. only by letting go, we will not be afraid of losing and we hav our hands empty to receive something more and new. this is life, nothing is really forever only change is forever.
in the end, the choice is not always mine, but i can make that choice a happy one. make life simpler and happier, this is what i really want now. SOMEBODY SAVES ME.

呼吸着一种孤独的味道心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉我笑了笑反正你看不到我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱当爱失了焦那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳穿过想你的味道我只想不被打扰假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃当爱失了焦那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳穿过想你的味道我只想不被打扰假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠继续等待心甘情愿不想逃假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的同调一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬我被自己困在自己设下的圈套像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药视而不见傻到了无可救药其实早明了你的爱已随风飘想要找再也找不到假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒去相信你的拥抱还心甘情愿的不想逃假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的同调一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬我被自己困在自己设下的圈套假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐

a shooting star flew past at
12:08 PM

first love

our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

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dreamxstarx`
allrightsreserved

______heart to heart talk______




me_______
peigin
03/06
csps>>cgss>>aj20/05=)

______memories
lurve______
peace, happiness, stars, nature, frens, family, dreams, fairytales...
believe in______
happily ever after, true love, wishing upon a star, you.