Monday, October 08, 2007
somehow i guess i see the true colours. i took too long... i guess it's time for me to go for real THIS TIME. i keep keeping myself busy. sometimes i feel numb. was reading some blogs old friends and new friends. somehow memories are overwhelming. sometimes i read through my old entries agn, i realise sometimes i changed but sometimes i continue to make the same mistake over and over agn. so i wonder when i will learn for real? time is all i need? but time is the fairest thing on earth. it dont give anyone more or less. we all hav 24 hrs.
a shooting star flew past at
was reading the past entries of her blog. i realised we are so alike so so alike. i guess she is happy now. but sometimes i dont wish to be like her, following the footsteps she commited. sometimes i feel sorry that i was not there for her. does she need me at that time? i could change nothing, but i do hope i was there...
now i must GO, i tell myself. this is the only way to prevent myself from falling into the trap and viscious cycle. i gave myself a pat, everything is over. i hav received too much, it's time to give back.
meeting jiamin now. hope we hav a great time (:
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