Thursday, September 25, 2008
i passed my basic theory test. haha i am one big SUA GU. didnt know the centre so high tech used touch screen... i was looking for the mouse lol. lucky i figure it out and didn malu myself by asking the person in charge.
a shooting star flew past at
watched stardust online and shrek3. stardust is nice and shrek3 is so funny. i'm like an idoit laughing at the movie by myself. the princesses are really funny and bimbo?
2 more wks hols will end.... time flies and i'm like not having anything done. and yes i am reading storybooks, like finally haha.
meeting cedar gang tmr. going balcony at heeren, wonder if it's nice.. hopefully e will hav an enjoyable time (: (:
having polevault comp this sat. hope that i can clear higher ht this time. i hope for 2.5m!!! wish me luck k(:
recently keep having this empty feeling. perhaps spending too much time alone. i love to be alone at times, doing nothing, but is bad when the mind starts to wonder. i'm doing silly things and having silly thots again. i hate it. i'm writing this over and over again. i'm sick and tired of all this. she told me i shd fight for it, i told her i can't coz is not right and perhaps even if i do put up a fight, i will still be the loser. is more than a courage and confident thing. but sometimes i really wish to fight for it too, but i think i no longer hav the right to. on wat basis can i put this fight on? even i do win in the end, is this really what we wanted? i am afraid.
will you give me a chance to fight? i guess this is the ans i need...
10:25 PM