As our Memories fade Away

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

result day.. didn't do as well but glad that is not that bad either. just have to work harder i guess.
end of mooncake job. time to rest (: mayb will find some other temp job or just slack for 3 more weeks (:
ankle still swollen :( how? i'm a physio student but i dont know why haha. perhaps some massage will help?
hmm, IVP coming. excited to join competition but there's fear too. trying out hurdles, long jumps and 4x100m. wonder if i can make it. just train hard for it now. that's the only thing i can control. the rest will hav to depend on the day itself.
going to donate blood soon (: save a life by giving your blood is just so meaningful.
now i hav to study my basic theory test! cannot waste my 11 bucks!haha
after this mayb going to msia with the PT class. hopefully it will be fun (:
oh and the CPR test is really tiring haha. just need to compress and kiss! glad that i passed.
want to take a good rest this holiday. no more long holidays after this :(


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i thot i hav forgotten, but somehow, the name reappeared again in consecutive days. even in my dreams. someone mentioned ur name, you are there. almost a year, i hav yet to see your face again... perhaps this is fate. i ought to move on, but everytime when i thot i have, in some ways or another, you haunted me again.. i hav alot of doubts and questions but i no longer have the courage to ask anymore. perhaps i feared the truth. i hav given you my blessing, you ought to be happy, but why you are not? i dont wish to see you in misery. perhaps i think too much.. do take good care of yourself. i admit i do sometimes, but is sometimes only. dont look back anymore. you and fate us something i couldn't control. just wanna say if you need me, i'll be there. but you will never know...

a shooting star flew past at
9:03 PM

first love

our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

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dreamxstarx`
allrightsreserved

______heart to heart talk______




me_______
peigin
03/06
csps>>cgss>>aj20/05=)

______memories
lurve______
peace, happiness, stars, nature, frens, family, dreams, fairytales...
believe in______
happily ever after, true love, wishing upon a star, you.