As our Memories fade Away

Saturday, April 24, 2010

actually i am very very sleepy now. but hair is still wet with no hair dryer. waiting for it to dry.
spend a long day out today. more than 12 hrs to settle the korea stuff. finally something is done. really hope this trip is a very GREAT one with you girls (: thou we sort of exceed budget due to the stupid tour agency... but i do enjoy the whole days out with you girls. JIAYOU for all your final papers!

i need to walk forward, move forward and run forward. was doing this personality test that day regarding which is one of the item i belong to doraemon's wonder pocket. it was the time machine. it says that i am sometimes too sensitve and insecure, so i would want a time machine so that i can travel back to perhaps change things. quite true. i think i am a insecure person and this is not good. sometimes i do take people's opinion to heart. so i always try to please everyone most of the time. i also know i cant please everyone. how to be less insecure? maybe more trust and confidence. is something i need to have in order for me to step forward and face everything that comes my way.

anyway the scotland degree conversion thing shd be considered cfm and i will be leaving sg in sept for at least 8 mths. Independence and confidence and be secured! I'm not really worried now but i think when the time drew nearer i may feel more emotional. coz need to leave my comfort zone to a new faraway place. nv expected to travel to european country for so long. but i will SURVIVE and definitely grow stronger but hopefully not FATTER!

think my hair is dry now! good night (:

a shooting star flew past at
11:48 PM

first love

our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

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dreamxstarx`
allrightsreserved

______heart to heart talk______




me_______
peigin
03/06
csps>>cgss>>aj20/05=)

______memories
lurve______
peace, happiness, stars, nature, frens, family, dreams, fairytales...
believe in______
happily ever after, true love, wishing upon a star, you.