Wednesday, June 02, 2010
today was NYP open. i got the 1st title based on count back at 2.5m but i dont think i deserved it at all. I dont want the title, I want to clear decent height, one that i can be proud of myself even if there's no medal. I've got to make things right. I'm just disappointed but I'm not gonna let it affect me. But at that moment, i felt uneasy but i couldn't let it show... i fake it well.. 哑巴吃黄连，有苦难言 ):
a shooting star flew past at
these days, i was stressed i think, i think coz i am doing things i dont like or i feel that i dont have a control over things. the eng test is seriously ridiculous. I know i ought to study for it, yet i dont know what i am doing. Coz i dont really like it, but i just need to like it for now till next tues!
Driving is driving me crazy. It is one thing i have control yet i dont have control too at the same time. I want to do it right at one try. I think is a good skill to have, but i realise i dont like to drive at all. Will someone be kind to drive me ard in future? haha.
For now, i just have to hang in there. tell myself JIAYOU. I can do it! I will make everything right! Kind souls out there, please pray hard for me too!
Happy birthday to me in advance (: things will just get better!
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