Monday, October 04, 2010
here i am, in scotland. like a dream. it is almost a month since i departed from singapore, away from home. recalling when i left the airport, i didn cry. i left happily. i really thot i would cry, in the end i didnt. perhaps i have the inner strength in me to stay strong. in the end i was comforting my mum and auntie not to cry. i realise whenever i thot i would be weak and would cry, i wouldnt. is always at the least expected time. till now everything here is fine. have a cozy hostel, nice frens that keep me accompany. even though the time table is slack, but there is lots to do for honours proj. jiayou peigin!
a shooting star flew past at
ask me if i missed home, miss my family and friends in sg, i would say i am still okie.. didn extremely miss them, perhaps used to be independent at home. perhaps i am always the 懂事one that makes you 放心。on one hand i dont want you to 担心，on the other hand, sometimes i wish to have more concern too. what an irony. when i know my other friends talk abt how their parents are worried abt them, worried they dont have enough to wear for winter, dont have good food to keep them healthy and the parcels they received, it makes me envious too.. is this little things that i hope to have too but i dont want to trouble them too. is good to have but not necessary. i dont want to mafan anyone with such stuff. but i am glad too, i make you 放心。
in my heart i know you do worry, but i assure you, i'm tough when i need to. I'll take good care of myself. you too must take care!
6:38 AM