Wednesday, August 03, 2011
tonight i am sadden by the news I heard. my bro's fren was the NSF man that passed away. I dont know why it sort of affected me that much. I dont really know him. Perhaps it is my bro's fren, my bro is really quite sad. I can't imagine if it is my friend. I will break down I guess or get very emotional. Because he is so young, so much things are waiting for him. Rest in peace.
a shooting star flew past at
Before I heard this news, I was already not feeling very happy. Is not anger, just upset and disappointed. Is our friendship so shallow? Was it really what I said? Was it really you are just so petty? Was it me that I spoilt everything? I really tried. Please dont think that you are the only one with ego. I do have my ego too. I have taken the initiative. what else do you want me to do? Or perhaps you dont wish to do anything with me anymore? Do i really have to trash things out with you?
Do you know, i do treasure you as a friend despite all these. And do you know, when we are dead, everything will just end. Do you really want things to be this way? Do you want such regrets in your life?
I really dont know what to do anymore. If i have tried and it is not appreciated, I will no longer be bothered anymore.
11:13 PM